ideas, opinions on my freewrite.

I'd like opinion's on how to make this more like a poem. I feel its too much like a story. Not sure how to change it to look/sound more like a poem. Thanks!! :) We had our final talk the other night I had finally let everything I needed to say off my chest but it still didn't seem to phase you. You showed up just to please me, not because you wanted to. You say you want to go back to the way we were friends, but how is that possible when my feelings are so strong for you. In all honesty, If we go back I'd be afraid that I'd fall all over for you again. and you wouldn't give a shit. I have all the things I want to do, places to go to... things I know you'd like too. but all you'll say is "Yeah, great idea." and you'd probably bail to go do something with the guys, like always. You told me not to change for you, but changing my major, my job- it's not for you, it's for me! I'm doing it so I can get out of this god forsaken place. And in a way I need to get away from you. I waited three years till you were ready, Your opinion mattered to me, its why I'd always ask your opinion on every guy I met. When all you would say is "You can do better than him." Then when you ended it, you asked me not to date the next guy I meet at a party or bar. So where does that leave me? How am I suppose to meet someone if you have me dangling on the end of a string and you don't even realize it.